Hey Tam!
I am a Christian bisexual lady and I feel the exact same way.I am honestly torn as well but I make peace with it by knowing that God loves me regardless and that it's just who I am as a woman.I've always been more masculine than I am feminine and realized at a young age that I was attracted to both females and males.It's honestly a struggle because I deny my lesbian side and I don't want to any longer.
Best advice I can give:
Love God and know that He loves you too.He'd never have you any other way.
Why is this so? It's because Halloween is here! You can decorate and look fabulous during the most looked forward to Halloween party and of course, bring along your dog and make him wear an adorable pet costume as well.adorablepet.us